" Li stopped again, obviously finding it difficult to continue.Steve was merciful. He picked up the narrative, having felt the same fears in lesser de...ree. "And you find the pleasure you felt at her touch, and at touching her, to taste of ashes now that you realize that you have been essentially raping her."Li jerked at Steve's use of the term, then, nearly in tears, nodded.Steve reached out, and pulled Li first to her feet, then down again, into his lap. "I'm sorry I used such a harsh word. I. We both went out on a couple of “dinner dates”, but it turned out that there was just no chemistry with these guys for whatever reason. It fizzled out. But there was one guy we kept running into – Jessie. He was really funny and cute, but he kept flirting hard with both of us, which was kinda confusing, and he never took it any further with either of us. So by the end of the trip, I think both of us had kind of forgotten about him. That last night, we weren't happy about having to go home. All 3 of us set off to one of the private rooms, got in, barred the door and Neil and I lay together on the bed kissing and cuddling. The guy lay behind, generally feeling my ass cheeks and kissing my neck. Neil got me to remove the net dress but both of them wanted me to keep the thigh boots on. Neil lay back as did the other guy. I was stood at the end of the bed, the other guy raised himself up to kiss me, we kissed and I pushed him back on the bed, knelt astride him and pulled his towel. We’re rapidly taking over Oregon, my friends,” I noted the swift pace of annexation over the past year.The Commonwealth of Haven now controlled all of western and much of central Oregon, most of Washington State along the Pacific Coast, and even a toehold in British Columbia. Haven remained the capital, the seat of government, of course. Roughly five to seven million people now lived under my rule. We were definitely a nation and one of the larger successor states of the former USA. Our.