It hurt so much that I did without - men that is - for the next four years. It's amazing how long a girl can go without a lover, when you let your hea...t get broken by someone who was never worthy of it, to begin with."Catherine snuggled in deeper, driving out the air between us, as she bared her soul before sharing with me what it is she wanted out of our relationship. I was determined to let her talk until she found the words she was searching for so anxiously.It was a long time in coming.. You should be good for several ejaculations a day. We'll exercise you and tone tour balls up." she crooned.The outcome was inevitable and my aching balls were soon in spasm as I delivered my night's accumulated load onto her tongue."See you later," she smiled as she ushered me out._What I did see later was a guy from accounts slipping into Norkie's office soon after, followed by another guy from the Marketing department around coffee time. This would have been unusual, our IT didn't get. There were no other cars on that level yet so she parked next to the elevator. Rick jumped out of the car and walked around to the trunk to get his duffel bag. She came after him, leaned against the car, and watched him pull his gear out. He set it all down neatly next to the elevator then came back and closed the trunk. The two lovers stood three feet apart from each other. They had barely spoken a word since they left the house this morning. Jessie felt a familiar tug at her heart as reality. .. The music paused for a few bars as the place changed hands, wasredecorated, rebranded. Those weeks were hell. There was nowhere else togo in this town, nowhere with speakers big enough to fill the need. Mysetup, good as it was, was just a way to tide me over, it couldn't copewith my needs for more than a few days.It felt like years, but finally Iceberg re-re-opened. I was nearly thefirst in line. I was usually first, but the cheap drink offers hadbrought in quite a crowd. As if I cared about.