So unlike the vibrant woman I was used to seeing.But her smile never changed. The look in her eyes told me how much she loved me.For a while, she trie... to function around the house, but she quickly got worse. As the cancer spread, so did the terrible pain. Her body was often hunched over and she had to fight to smile, something that previously came so naturally to her.At first, we gave her drugs to numb her, but they made her sleepy and prone to blackouts. She said she didn't want to spend the. ‘Em,’ I began, ‘before we head over to my mother’s house, maybe we ought to take a walk in the park, and discuss how we’re actually going to do things. You’ve got your career, but I’m just an unemployed ranch hand, and it’s not like I can marry you and not keep up my end of the marriage.’ So, Emily got her car, and I went over to my F-150, since we had to get them out of the hotel parking lot by eleven, and we both headed over for the reservoir park, to discuss things. Emily has her home across. "What the hell is going on?"Lars put his hat back on and took my hand, spinning me about and into the first steps of a dance. It should have been ridiculous, us dancing, considering that he was over six feet tall and I was on the runty side of twelve years old but somehow he made it work. We glided gracefully around the marble parquet floor in perfect time with the other dancers and the music."You are very lucky I am the one who saw you first, Alexandra," Lars said quietly, twirling us around. Any chance either of us got, we slowly brush up on one another, ran our fingers across an arm, stole a quick kiss, whispered something sexy in an ear, spoke dirty and teased the hell outta each other till I was completely dripping wet and he was hard as a rock. Normally that is where it ends, that is, if anyone else is around...especially our kids. At that point we usually back off and try to act "normal" with threats of "Just wait till I get you alone later." But today we kept pushing the.