I studied the hazel-green sheen of his eyes and suddenly, I thought I saw something change. Paul didn’t seem angry or surprised anymore. He seemed a...little nervous, to be sure, but for the most part, he was as cool as ever. He stood up, the mass of blankets he had been holding before forgotten on the surface of the bed. I couldn’t help myself, I was far enough already. I looked down.Paul’s erection was still there, more poignantly visible now that he was standing. He walked towards me, and I. I slipped on a coat and walked the two minutes to the hotel. Once in the bar I spotted the guys and sat down at their table.They ordered me a drink and asked for the menus and we started to chat. I seemed to be constantly refusing more wine during the meal but they kept saying it was on the company and I was not driving.I was definitely getting a little drunk and I was having a very good time and the conversation was about sex, in a lighthearted way. I was sitting here surrounded by 4 very. When I came home, you were the only available target for that anger so I bombarded you with it." I slowly nodded my head. It was the first time I'd moved since Kelly had started talking. "There was another reason I was so cruel to you. I couldn't bear the thought of having you find out how weak and despicable I really was. I was convinced you would leave me the moment you discovered my secret life. I believed that I had to protect that secret at all cost, so I built a wall around myself. It was. She would beg for forgiveness if that was what it would take. Her mind wandered.Carol saw a drunken Justin slide off Janie as Janie kicked and fought against him. Carol turned to face him.Justin’s eyes went wide in terror as the laser sight attached to the gun painted a bright red spot in the center of his chest. He froze; he was braced by the bed. She lowered the gun and fired.He screamed while the smell of urine pervaded the air. He wouldn’t be going anywhere when Momma called the police..