I believe my ultra conservative views may have first arisen when my older brother was killed in the bombing of the barracks in Beirut, Lebanon in the ...arly eighties. This may account for the reasons why I have a tendency to stay in my comfort zone or as some would say "staying inside the box" in almost all of my decisions, except maybe my first real assignment as a free-lance photographer. I admit I enjoyed covering the Gulf War, though I really didn't let on that being there really scared the. I felt like some slimy, putrescent substance was flowing not only around me, but through me. I screamed, and as I opened my mouth it seemed to flow inside, choking me. I couldn't breathe. After a panicked, brief struggle, I passed out.I woke to a sharp, rhythmic pain in my groin. Opening my eyes, I found that Felar was in the middle of raping me, tearing my insides up as he shoved his thick cock further and further inside me. I knew what he was doing, of course; I had received "the talk" from. “Please,” I pleaded, trying to regulate my voice so I didn’t sound completely ignorant and ridiculous with my accent. “I’ve got money, I’ll give it to you and then you can buy all the hookers you want. Just don’t hurt me!” They started walking, the one man who’d originally grabbed me lifting me like I weighed no more than a feather. I had no idea where we were going, but it couldn’t be pretty for me. Apparently, it wasn’t too far. They rounded the corner of the titty bar and I found myself. Mai kamre mein gai nahai maine aur kamre mein tv dekh rai thi hotel ke .karib 6 baje dad aayeAur nahanae chale gaye mai baithi hi thi ki dad mere pass aaye aur god mein sar rakh ke laet gaye mai b unka sar sehlah rai thi aachanak uthe aur mujhe bedroom mein aane ko kaha mai gai toh dad bed ke baju mein khade the . onhone ne mujhe aachanak bahon meon dabooch lia maine dhaaka dia aur kaha yah kya kar rahe ho unhone kuch nai kaha phir pass aaye aur kiss karne lage maine us tym sleeve less top aur.