She was getting sweaty and I don’t know if I could handle seeing her that way and she didn’t really like to get too sweaty either. We walked over ...o the bleachers to talk. I noticed everyone looking at us.“You see that. Everyone is looking at us.” She sounded annoyed. “A few weeks ago, us talking in gym nobody would have noticed. But now? Well lets just say they are going to assume things. Half the school will think I’m hitting you up.”I didn’t know what to say to that. I hadn’t even fully. .." Elspeth pushed off the door, turning around to pound on it with the bottom of her hand. "I didn't want this yet, it's... it's not time for this yet." Time for what?" To tell them." About us?" Bri smiled, gently. "I'm not that bad, am I? What, don't they like the English much?" Bri, they don't know I'm gay." Oh. I thought..." Brianna sat up, trying not to sound accusative. "I thought you'd told them." I keep meaning to, but... how the hell do you bring that up in conversation. I couldn't do. Once when I had been looking at myself while my dazed and vacantexpression was heavy on my face, I fantasized that I was Jay's doll,his possession.I was helpless throughout this whole incident. I couldn't say no toJay. I couldn't even move without him telling me what to do. What'smore is that I felt like I'd won, I felt happy. I felt SOMETHING and Iwanted to feel it again. I knew that I couldn't just lie on thebathroom floor and let the dizziness wash over me so I that's why I hadcrawled away.. Woh teeno Mohsin ke door ke cousin brothers the jinke naam Faizaan, Shadab aur Shahzad tha. Fir unse baat karte hue pata chala ki woh married hai. Aur kafi saal se apni families ke sath Qatar aur Bahrain mein reh rahe hai. Woh Mohsin se kafi bade the. Woh teeno bas 4-5 days ke liye hi India aaye the.Thodi der baad woh log wahan se chale gaye. Function mein aur bhi khubsoorat ladkiyan ache ache dresses mein thi. Par un teeno ki nazar meri Asha par hi thi. Shayad isliye ki koi bhi aur ladki ne.