I knew the basic difference between a boy and a girl- the former had a penis and the latter didn’t, but the breasts were a new thing for me from tha... day. The very same day at midnight I woke up, as usual, teena was hugging me like yesterday. I decided to check if teena had one of those things tanya had. So slowly I moved my hands towards her chest area and tried to get the feeling. I felt the rise and fall as she was breathing. I moved my arms left to right, still couldn’t find anything but a. Iknew how overwhelming the her presence was.I don't know where I got the nerve, it was so unlike me, sounlike the two of us to speak of such things. I broke thesilence. "Dad, she must be really, ... nice when she's wearing... that?" Since I experienced puberty I understood some thingsthat always mystified me. They didn't fight anymore, but Iremembered some arguments that happened when I was small, Iremembered the shouting, and the tears, and the days of tensionafterwards. But most of all. They talked about renting me out as a maid for their friends. Sarahjoked that if I could find work as a hooker, that would at least payfor my uniforms. They weren't serious about it -- at least, I didn'tthink they were -- but the suggestions still hurt. I was less than theywere.On the nights where we didn't see Woody, she would lay in bed and traceher fingernails over my flat breasts. "You want them to be bigger?" shewould ask. And I'd tell her no, that I was fine with my body, and shewould. Yes, it is. Okay, sweetie, okay. I know. Come here, come back to me. Come back to Sherri. Come back to Sherri and her big, new boobs. You can pretend I'm your mommy. Pretend I'm your mommy as you nurse at my nipple, as you feed on my breast. Pretend I'm your big, pretty mommy while I crush you, while I smother you. Would you like that? I promise I'll be gentle. I'll be so gentle as I just snuff you out. I'll make it feel oh so nice."She descends on him again as she continues, "Now, here we go,.