My sentences are jumbled…my thoughts are lost to me … all I know is I don’t recognize myself these days. I try to find my solace in nature. In t...e summer I can be found swimming at midnight under the stars. And when the weather grows cold and rainy I am not far from its falling touch. I will take my seat under the covered porch to listen to the rain, I inhaled its scent, It takes all my restraints to not walk out there…to stand under neither the falling rain, to feel its caressing touch, its. Ila di naam siru vayathil pazhagiyathu enaku maraka vilai ippozhuthum athu polave seiyanamum endru aasaiyaaga irukirathu di chelam.Athuthuku ena da naan veetil yaarum ilai endral unnai kupiduguren appozhuthu nee veetirku vaa naam siru vayathil irunthathu pola jollyaga irukalam endraal. Naan udane hey ena di naan suma oru pechuku sona nee seriousaagave solugiraai. Naan suma solala unmaiyaa thaan unna vara soldran, enakum siru vayathil irunthathu pola ipovum irukanum endru asaiyaaga. "Well, that's a good way to say good morning!"I put her down and got a slug on the arm. "Don't get cocky. I just missed you is all." Hey, I don't know what you said to Tina, but thank you. We had a really good conversation last night." Yeah, and I see she did her job this morning. You are looking good."I did a little twirl for her, and got a laugh."Yeah. She informed me that you and the girls agreed I was hopeless and needed a keeper." See, it worked out. You no longer look like a slob."I stuck. He was a rough and tumble man that managed the house like it was a section under his command. After 18 years in the navy any finesse that he might of had as a cadet when he first met Anne's mother was long gone. Anne’s mother was a woman who did as she was told and Ed knew that if he wanted to fuck the whole neighbourhood she would look the other way just as she had the night he and one of his buddies fucked a woman that they had picked up in a bar right in the living room whilst his wife.