The conference room was very quiet. We could hear that people were talking in the President's conference room. After a moment, the President said, "We...will be in order." He looked into the screen at us and said, "Bill, do you want to lead an investigation or should Homeland do it?"The Secretary of Defense said, "Mr. President, what is the purpose of the investigation?"I heard Homeland speak up, "Of course, someone caused this."The Secretary of Defense looked up, "Major, do you have a sidearm. So we had lunch at the office cafeteria and were coming down in the elevator when she broke the news.“I’m going on a sabbatical, Karan. It could be a year or two.” Then proceeded to tell me my future duties.It didn’t matter, I couldn’t come to this office if she wasn’t going to be around. I had loved her from the day I joined that company. I told her this in my own words. She was a bit disturbed but didn’t say anything. She put her soft hand on mine.I felt like my heart had broken into a. "This is so wrong! So wrong! Oh my God," Bethany moaned loudly as she held onto the counter, and I pushed and pulled my steel pole until her own body gave in, and she was riding my stiff dick, moving her ass up and down to meet my every thrust as I held her legs on my shoulders.No longer a virgin, I wanted more. More of this Goddess. I needed to fuck her as she'd never been fucked before.However, I couldn't do it like this. So as I kept fucking Bethany, I moved her legs off of my shoulders, and. °°°°°°°°°°I'd always known I was different. Every relationship, every one night stand, every sexual interlude in my adult life, had left me feeling empty. Sometimes, I was more lonely in a relationship than when I was actually alone. Sure, the pleasantries were nice enough. I managed to enjoy dates, sex, even the obligatory pronouncements of “I love you”. Yet I always felt that there should be more, something to lift me above the mundane.A castoff, a shadow, alone: that was the usual perception.