My psychologist says that I have a "self loathing" issue and that may be so, but I don't really care what he says. It fills a deep down need in me.I o...ly have sex once a year, on Thanksgiving Day, and always with some drunken smelly guy who probably won't even remember who he had sex with by morning. He might not even realize that he had sex at all. But I would know, and I always made sure that they orgasmed and I always rubbed their spunk all over my tits and lick it from my fingers.Self. My lips were suddenly dry, and noticed his eyes on them as my pink tongue moistened them, in a reflection to my cunt, hidden under my panties, I wished they would just disappear, I was wanting to fuck.It's a bit hard to be frightened of sex now-a-days, with so much available everywhere you look', I retorted, my voice sounded heavy and thick, surely he could hear it in my sounding?He looked so handsome and rugged, perhaps my eyes were playing tricks with me, now the mixture of alcohol and. ” She tries to sum up her feelings. In the last seven years, a lot has changed. One thing remains the same. In her past romances, once around the sun has usually been enough to get over a lover. But seven years. Maybe, she ruminates, this is why she stays in the sun, to be reminded of the passing time. Perhaps this is the reason why he stays in the shade. People have to deal with things in their own way. In the other world, when they had gone their separate ways, he had told she would always. Dusre he din inspector ne uske pati ko chod diya..pati ko bhi apni rihayi ka raaz malum hua lekin woh kuch bol bhi nahin sakta tha apni biwi ko aakhir usko jail jaane se jo bachya tha. Lekin 2-3 din baad he nanasaheb ne uske ghar pe phone kiya aur main aaj raat aa raha hoon karke bola.Uske baad woh her raat use ghar jaake chodta..uske pati ke hi bistar main aur uske pati aur sanns-sasur ke samne. Woh bhi naa nahin bol sakti thi aakhir karja jo liya tha etna aur chukaane ko pati ke pass paise.