Stan was wrong about the wine at the restaurant. It was sake. More sake than I should have consumed, but less than my dinner companion. A lot less. En...ugh less that I took a detour, getting my companion into a cab, safely home, and inside. Then I took a cab back to the Fairmont, where I crashed by ten after eleven.I slept in Saturday morning, then drove to Berkeley for the baby shower. Since I was driving, I had no alcohol. None whatsoever.Saturday evening, I took a cab to North Beach, where I. ”“Then why? Huh? Why not me? Why not us?”“I can’t …”“Fuck, Anna. You can. You owe me an explanation.”“Tom …”“You have never been afraid to say what you feel. Don’t start now.”“I guess I was afraid that if I lost you, then I would have no one left. And I am selfish. OK? I am the asshole.”I moved to her, sinking on the couch. I folded my hands across my chest.“Anna, you ARE going to lose me. I am not doing this anymore. I need you in my life, but I can’t sit back and watch you date guy after guy.. . NOT HAPPENING"He shrugged and went back to staring at his phone "fine .. no phone call then" I considered walking to kelly but that would take me at least two hours maybe longer .. i admitted defeat .. i walked past him and clicked my fingers .. "fine .. come here" as i entered a short alley way beaide the taxi rank .. he followed me in as i looked around checking oone could see us before reaching up my ruffled maids uniform .. grasping the sides of my knickers and dragging them down my legs. Subah k 5 ban rahe the aur kasbo main log jaldi uth jate hai.Humko waha koi nahi janta tha to humko darr bhi nhi tha.Gaurav k mann kar raha tha to usne meri chut p daaru daali aur usko chatna shuru kar diya. Main thak gyi thi to waise hi nidhal padi rahi aur siskiya nikal rahi thi mere muh s.Tabhi raj bhi waha aa gaya dono k pata nhi kya hua aur ek saath dono n apna lund meri chut main daal diya mere muh s zor k chik nikal gayi.Abhi thoda thoda din hone laga tha to usi halat main dono mujko.