Insults continued to fly in my direction every so often, and Evie and I were shunned by a good percentage of the student body. This astounded me, but ... had learned to deal with it. I'd be getting out of this place, and soon; graduation couldn't come quickly enough for me. I had several long talks with Evie about this; she assured me that she'd fully anticipated this reaction."I've had to tolerate that mindset since I started at St. James in ninth grade," she told me, an uncharacteristic touch. I don't know how my inside had become wet and slippery. His finger smoothly glided inside to some distance and stopped. It seemed as if something was there that was preventing its further advancement. Mithu jee triumphantly shouted, " I have found the problem." There is some obstruction. Let me remove it. Bhabhi, it may be painful, initially, but please bear the pain. You will be completely cured." In the meantime he was carefully massaging my clitoris which was giving me such immense pleasure. ”“That’s what I told her,” I said.“Then all you can do going forward is be there for her. What’s the other issue?”“Do you remember Jessica Wilton, the medical student?”“Sure,” Bethany said with a knowing laugh. “She talked to me quite a bit. She’s sweet. Don’t tell me you had her, too!”“No. It’s far more complicated than that. I’ve been on three dates with her. Ones that she planned and asked me to go on. Actually, she didn’t ask, she ordered.”I saw a look of concern on Bethany’s face.“Dates as. I mean I want to be me and explore my sexuality my identity what makes me the sexual deviant that is not allowed in me. I am basically a male and wanting to be a female. This is my great struggle to living the life I want and is a secret I keep from my family.In my faith being a boy that wants to be a girl is not accepted. I am a guy who wants to be a girl. I just like to wear women’s dresses I use to wear them and loved wearing Mendhi (Henna) made me feel feminine. I was told that it is wrong.