Even Purgatory would be an improvement, though from what I’ve read, it can be kinda boring. But it’s the not knowing for sure that cause the panic... I was raised in a church and believed in God and Heaven and everything that goes with it. When I got older, I realized that church wasn’t for me, what with various beliefs and doctrines, so I stopped going. I finally settled on that I believe that there is SOMETHING out there, but not ‘God’ as he/she was presented to me when I was a child. Some part. "How you doing lad?" he said, "have a pint on me."Lad, I must be ten years older than him."Glad I ran into you, I got a job for you," he said.Fucking good, for jobs were a bit thin on the ground for a lighting cameraman these days."Yeah three hundred in your hand for an afternoons work," he explained."Doing what?" I asked but I already knew."The usual," he said lightly.Dave was infamous in the area for supplying young girls for hard-core films."When and where?" I asked.I was too broke to be. ’ ‘A what?’ ‘Baby, you know.’ ‘What does that have to do with me?’ ‘We would like you to be the one.’ The one? ‘Uhhhh. you mean?’ ‘Yes.’ Karen was blushing. Hell, I was blushing. ‘You mean…? I don’t think that is a very good….’ ‘In a cup. Then I can…’ Her voice trailed off. A vision of me jacking off into a cup while they waited patiently had my cock doing it’s best to suck right back up inside and hide, let me tell you. ‘Hey, don’t they have Doctors who can do that?’ ‘Yes, but it’s expensive. At least it didn't look frizzy anymore but, there was no mistaking he had just been permed. Jack cleaned up and I gave him is car keys back. As he was about to leave, I called him over to the sofa. "Sit down boy". I took out a pack of pictures and gave them to Jack. They were shots of the entire weekend. Jack getting his hair pin curled, Jack getting his hair permed, Jack dressed in panties and bra, Jack dressed as a little girl, Jack sucking cock and Jack getting fucked up the ass,.