I start to struggle at the ropes again. I want out, but I don't want out. I want to free myself and go get him, and I want to stay here and be his cap...ive. How can you want two different things that are total opposites? I feel myself trusting Nick more and more as I stand there tied. I trust that before the weekend is over he will allow me to talk to him, to kiss him, to please him, I will feel him release me and part of me will be depressed the other excited because I can finally touch him.I. I finally top it off with a pair of pantyhose. The coffee colored ones I bought the other day. Now for the finishing touch, I have to pick out the shoes. I look down in my closet. I see them but try not looking at them. They say if you don't make eye contact with a wild beast, they will not attack you. But my eyes keep going back to them. The ones I call "My slut" shoes. They have a four-inch heel and are all straps. "Okay, I'll wear them!" I shout. The cat is standing behind me. She turns tail. I have gotten the chance to sleep with each of them separately too," June replied.I nodded, and June still looked teary eyed. I decided to give them some time alone. I turned off the camera, and gave them an hour. I just didn't know what else to do. I guess there was a lot of emotion in that relationship.Anyway, they called me on my cell, and I came back over there. When I walked back in, they seemed to be much better. I turned the camera back on, and they broke some news."They are gonna start. You sit up abruptly on the bed and decide to make this fantasy as realistic as is humanly possible. Your pussy begins to drip and your loins are on fire. You reposition your pillows to mimic a man lying in the middle of your bed. You place two of your pillows end to end in the middle of the bed and place a rather large, purplish dildo between the two. You sit on your knees, straddling the pillows and facing the head board, and begin to play with you breasts and pussy. You slide a small,.