So, close your eyes, and take a deep breath. Good…. Another…. Focus on your breathing…. In… out…. In… out…” As she spoke, her voice so...tened into a kind of slow steady monotone. “Good… Relax… Every time you breath out picture yourself sinking into the softness of your bed. Sinking deeper. Deeper. Your body is getting heavier and the bed is getting softer. Each breath lowers you further into the bed. Let yourself go down. Deeper. Good.”August carried on like that for a long while, encouraging me. It was to be a simple 3-nights/4 day affair. I laid out the items to be included in my trip; the tent, sleeping bag,cooking gear, pack, food bag, cord for bear bag. Then I got down toplanning - trying to decide what clothing, shoes, jewelry and makeup Iwould include. Whether or not I would wear breastforms. Yes, girls, Iwas going to go enfemme. I was going to dress, as I want to, carryinga backpack and sweat off the makeup I had put on during the morning. Iknew I was going to have to be. ‘I’m going to lock you up, then I’m going to call the prosecuting attorney and see if we can’t arrange for you to have a new address for, say, the next fifteen or so years,’ Alex said, smiling. Outside the house, there was the sound of an engine, then two uniformed officers burst into the room. ‘Get these two miserable excuses for human beings out of here,’ Alex told Luke and Jonas. ‘Lieutenant Jackman and I will meet you back at the station after we take Mrs. Burke’s statement, then we’ll. Finishing the vegetables, I begin to set the table.As dinner is ready we both sit down to eat. Conversation is going smoothly. Just every day chat. As dinner finishes, I get up to get the dessert. Larry comes up behind me. He puts his arms around me and I freeze. I pull away."What are you doing?" I wanted to hug you and feel you close." Don't you think you should ask, or maybe it's a bit too soon?"Larry pulls me close again and I try to pull away. Larry holds me tight, and tells me to behave.