.. the end of a week and the beginning of a new month... and a new life... the life I had dreamed of every day for five years. The last two nights, an... one day were restless. Lauren and I would make out every chance we got, but she kept dropping hints about “When they (her family) are gone.” My cock was going stir crazy waiting for that to happen... I had to beat off four times on Thursday alone.Four o'clock came and her family left, me to “Look out for her,” as her dad made me promise... and I. After I recovered from my emotions I started again and it immediately got in. My cherry was popped !Looking back - compared to the kind of dildos that I can fit in my ass - it's ridiculous how tiny this dildo was. Barely larger than a finger really!For few months I kept fucking myself with it and eventually I felt the need to try a real cock. Again I was not attracted to men... I wanted a cock. I discovered gay adds on the internet and eventually talked with an old guy and we met at his place.. And, oh yes, a couple of xeroxed instruction sheets. Some program."Take one Growth Pill in the morning. Just before going to bed, apply a small amount of Growth Cream to the penis and take one more pill. At your bedside, insert the Subliminal Growth Cassette into a player set on low volume, then retire as you would normally. The tape plays for 45 minutes on each side, but the first half hour of it is blank, to allow time for you to fall asleep. The last 15 minutes on each side of the tape. .gluck...cough...slurp…“Every day in my heart, and only reaffirmed the day I met you, Massa,” she replied between sucking off the base of his cock. “I think Massa needs to be shown we mean business,” she continued, standing up. “You’ve been so greedy and selfish. You need a taste of your own medicine.”Valerie pushed the crotch of her panties aside to show off her wet, glistening cunt. It was shaven bare, and already pussy juices leaked down her long thighs. Without asking, she straddled Nik’s.