"Ummmm, no." A woman always wipes after using the toilet. Don't forget for next time.Now wash your hands and fix your makeup," Tammy instructed.In fro...t of Daniel was a bank of mirrors over a long row of sinks. Danielcould see himself for the first time. He hadn't changed physically. Hewas still himself which he had assumed, but what he didn't know was thathis face was made up. This was also the first time he noticed he waswearing dangling earrings.Daniel could see that he wasn't dressed like a. I then put on a little summer dress before leaving the house.I went next door and knocked on the front door, and after waiting for a few minutes without getting a reply I went through the gate to the secluded back garden thinking that Dani may be in the garden having breakfast but there was no sign of her, perhaps she wasn`t up yet I thought as the blinds to the sitting room were still closed. I`ll try again later and was about to leave when I noticed that through a gap in the blinds I could. I had considered keeping my journal on line; using my dial in link to the university system to update text files on my computer there. I preferred actually writing it by hand; that way I wrote exactly what came into my head. If I wrote it on line, using vi, then I had the tendency to constantly go back and revise what I had written. I preferred to have my journal entries the raw, unedited musings; almost like a stream of consciousness. Plus, when I entered things on the computer, I concentrated. They all had been humiliated by their Father's mostly at home. Their mother's gave the odd beating which some maintained was crueller than their father's especially if using the slipper or switchAll had tasted the strap/cane at barding school not just on their hands but their covered and uncovered bottomsIt grew out of four from different parts of Ireland who began making new friends, it was a coincidence that all shared they had received their Father's belt on their bare arse as they put it.