Ben, had thehot's for me. I got the feeling that when the bus came he wanted to kissme good-by, I don't know what I would have done had he tried but h...didn't so that was that.That night I slept with one of Carol's big teddy bears in my arms anddreamed that I was hugging Ben, which was scary...but good.The next few days were pretty much the same, hanging at the mall with mynew friends. I really don't know how I got away with it, I guess I am aconvincing 12 year old girl, so much so that at times. Or so I thought. I was sitting on a rock, out in the water, just feeling great about life. Then I noticed Joe, sitting on the dock, watching over me.I asked him, "What are you doing?"He said "I thought I'd better keep an eye on you".I thought at the time that it was a little weird , but looking back, I realize that it was very caring gesture. He probably thought I was so blitzed that I might drown or something. Anyway, we ambled up the hill to the cabin to join the other guys. When we got. Walk-ons who didn't listen to instructions, missed assignments or apparently never played beyond sand-lot versions or small high school programs were sent off just to make sure they didn't get hurt.One thing that didn't escape ANY of the coaches was how well their new "star" back Boge Hollins seemed to work in tandem with the returning backfield mate, Kemmer Brooks. They picked and blocked for each other like players who had played together for years. Every coach and assistant, to a man, made. Hey Mark. I'm just going to work now. Have a good day. Listen babe I love you and I won't do anything like I did yesterday ok. No more. Let's not even mention it. Ok," she blurted out.Mark was a bit shocked by her outburst but knew where she was coming from.Mark had a restless day. He knew his sister had meant what she said this morning and knew she was right to say it but that didn't stop him reliving the memory of is blowjob the previous day. He wanked about four times during the course of.