Hiding from my desires andhiding from the belief that I could actually fulfill my dreams. I knowthat each of you reading this know what I am speaking...of. It as if youare going through the motions, but not really alive. You know there ismore out there, but you sit idly by waiting for it to come slap you inface.That was me, one foot in the vanilla world, one foot in the Fem Dommeworld. I actually felt fortunate that I was able to live in both worldswith some success, but looking back I now. She came when she masturbated, lying in bed with her legs spread wide, thinking of meeting Him here today. But how do you look someone in the eyes and tell him you made yourself cum thinking of him using you, degrading you? "Well, slut?" He demanded. "I... I was playing with my clit, Sir. I was lying on the bed naked, my legs spread wide for You....." She could feel that she was getting excited from telling Him about this. Such an intimate act, and she was forced to tell Him about every little. Dan agreed that LF must control creativity, so she was given the leading role. Mrs. Patron offered her usual insightful viewpoint. The evening’s dinner and after conversation was about art, creativity, and the painting at hand. LF gave the couple her first direction. “Let’s have another drink by the dance floor; I want to watch you move together.” Dan led Artsy through a slow dance; the second song was faster and they danced free form moves. Artsy went to the leader of the combo to ask for. No. We need the army and the air force because of these aliens. The Swarm they’re called. Or Sa’arm actually, I think.”John frowned. He wanted to believe in the Confederacy, but had never truly been certain in his own mind what to believe. “Do you believe in them? Even Conway didn’t believe in them.”“Actually Conway did. It’s Thorn who doesn’t. But he’s a racist, xenophobic, bigot and used all the immediate anti-Confederacy feeling after the palace extraction to blame Blacks, Jews, Yanks,.