How long he was there I cannot say, but he had stripped of intent on fucking me.I must have drifted off slightly in a dream-like state, as the first I...realised what was happening was when I was eased onto the bed, in a face down position, and he was on top of me.As I regained my focus I was aware of being pulled to the edge of the mattress and my knees touching the floor, and from that point he guided his penis into me and started fucking.Being a girl who enjoys sex, having a man inside me for. Everywhere she turned, she was reminded of the disastrous evening with Michael. Her small carrier bag in the hallway had some cute baby clothes inside. The plan had been to take them over next time she saw Michael and Hope. But there was no chance of that happening now. The idea of never seeing Hope again almost reduced Ellie to tears. In an attempt to distract herself from endless self-flagellation, Ellie flopped on the sofa and watched a mindless film. Or she had been watching it until. "As in?" As in creating occupants for the nursery," he replied, removed the breakfast table from the bed and leapt onto Jennie.After having told her delighted dad and Molly, Jennie rang her mom. Not on the landline for fear of getting Harold, but on her mum's cell-phone. Vera answered on the seventh ring just as Jennie was going to give up and there was a strange noise in the background. "Hi Mum, it's Jennie. Did I catch you at a bad time?" Jennie, sweetheart, no that's fine. I'm out of town -. "You know what the saddest part is, Roy?" I heard him say ... it sounded like he was crying. "The saddest part is that she won't remember anything in the morning. In her mind we are just a normal mother and son living out our ordinary lives in an ordinary suburb of Denver."To say I was stunned is the understatement of the century. I remember thinking to myself that it must be pretty hard not to remember what had just happened in there. I knew I never would. Each detail, I found out later, was.