Not at all. "Actually, that's Shahia's doing." Umm, how is that?" Well, I started taking notes for her. And I knew that if her marks go down, she can ...ose the kids, so I paid attention, instead of just paying attention. Bingo, my marks went up." Still it must make you feel pretty happy?" Sort of. Why didn't I do that before?"His dad cocked his head at the sky. "Perhaps you're feeling sorry about being in the First Eleven?"Chris laughed. "Yep, real sorry about that."They both laughed back at. “He hasn’t shown any interest in watching the races on TV,” I said. “I tried to get him to watch with us today, but he preferred to hang out with Matthew, Kristin, and a couple of kids from his playgroup.”“No Francesca?” Kara smirked.“Not today. She’s visiting her grandma in Gary.”“Ugh! Who goes to Gary?”“Not me, except to drive through it, and I even like to avoid that! Anyway, they have a date scheduled for next weekend.”“A date?” Kara giggled. “Really?”“That’s what Jen and I called it.. Some of it is because I look at you differently now." She shook her head. "I can't do this. I don't even know myself why I'm acting this way."He decided to dig down farther."Why did you ask me if you could sleep with me tonight?"Again, she looked away."Part of it is because I remember how safe and warm I felt when I was a little girl and you let me crawl in bed with you," she said."Are you afraid of something now?" he asked."No. Not really. I mean life is kind of scary right now, but that isn't. Again he come closer to me and put his right leg on my thighs his face was very near my right cheek even his nose was almost touching my cheek i was feeling his warm breath on my cheek & neck. Slowely he put his lips on cheek and started making my face wet with his toung his leg was rubbing my thighs slowely. My breath become faster but i was still pretending him that i am sleeping. He advanced put his lips on my lips. My tiny small lips were in the grip of his big thick lips he was inserting.