We got snappier with each other, our humor more barbed. Then, I learned that Alex had slept with Jane. Jane and I had split up over year before, but i... still dug into me. A mutual friend told me that they’d hooked up at a party, a piece of knowledge that felt like a burning coal in my mouth. For several nights after that, I lay in bed, my cock in my hand, imagining them fucking each other, my belly full of arousal and resentment.A few months after that, Alex got into some financial trouble and. I was getting so wet and ready for him . I didnt want to rush things though, so i asked if he wanted to take a shower with me. He agreed.In the shower he used the handheld shower head to soap me up all over and then rinsed me off. He had me turn around and hold on to the handicap bar so he could get a good look at my ass. I felt his cock rubbing against me, so I got on my knees in the shower and started sucking him again. He held my head on his cock and face fucked me for several minutes. Then. I passed out somewhat quickly once I made it to the room. From that time forward I worked my ass off to drink, smoke and fuck myself to death. I was able to keep my GPA well above 3.0 even though I often went to class with no sleep the previous night. By the end of March, I was a walking shell.Part 2One Sunday morning in April, I awoke to a major earthquake. Abby was literally shaking the hell out of me. I think Neil had called her over to try to resuscitate me. I had been out on a two night. I hope your heart is big enough for all of us.”I needed to get ready. It was early, I know, but I was antsy to get to my ten-thirty meeting at the U. I hopped in the shower and as the water beat down rinsing shampoo from my hair, the shower door opened and a slick body pressed herself up against me.“What shall we name the baby?” Sarah Lynn asked. I slipped on the shower floor as I turned and would have fallen on my ass if she didn’t have a grip on me.“What?”“The baby. You know. You just shot.