Watching you undress slowly before me then stroking your cock asking me if that is what I wanted when all I could do is whisper yes you spanked my tit... telling me to say it louder ,YES I want your cock looking me in the eyes smiling that wicked smile not yet lover I am not done teasing youas you grab my hair pulling my head back kissing me full of passion takingmy breath away .Kissing my neck down my shoulders as you move around the front teasing my nipples with your kisses sucking them. I felt dead insidelacking any real goals or ambitions. Jill had taken over everythingduring my five-year hiatus. I eyed the coffee table and saw a photoalbum of the wedding. I shut it not wanting to think about it."What's wrong?" Jill asked as she sat on the couch next to me."I don't want to think about it. It was so embarrassing," I shook myhead."What part?" Jill asked."The entire thing. I imagined it would be a lot different, alright. Iwould be in a tux, Maria would be in the dress, and all. . was on ecstasy and driving fast 'cause we were racing and crashed and she fell out and it blew up and she was all ripped up on the street I mean like, uh, her and her friend, they were all dead and stuff and the other guy was burning up and we were just standing there and everyone took off and I was stoned and I thought it was a bad trip ... and she was just lying there all dead and busted up and blood all over the street and her jacket all torn open and ... I ... I didn't wanna tell you this. But I see you and Steve together and I see how it could be for me too." Yeah, but..." I laughed gently. "He's my brother. I don't think it's the same. Is it?" No," Lisa smiled. "Not exactly, but I don't think it's so different either. You're so open all the time, Ann..." I am?" I narrowed my eyes, but Lisa wasn't done." ... You don't hide anything. You're always so honest with your feelings," Lisa said. "I just want to be the same way. I want to learn from you." Uhhh..." I almost laughed and I.