I get it,’ Leigh said, her voice still soft. ‘You don’t…’ her voice trailed off. He felt horrible. This is not her fault, John, he thought.L...ok what you did. ‘Look,’ he said. ‘It’s not like that. It’s not. I just…’ ‘I shouldn’t have stayed with you,’ Leigh said sadly. ‘No, Leigh, it’s not about me, I’ve got no problem with you staying here.’ What does that even mean? Why did I just say that? ‘No, I know,’ she said, her voice harder. ‘It’s not about you, I get that.’ John didn’t have a. I felt Tom's fingers on my bum and he wiped more vaseline on me and slid a couple of fingers inside. I was nervous but also really excited although I was too nervous to get a full erection yet. Tom said "OK, I'll be really slow" and I felt him pushing against me without anything happening. He changed position and I could feel his hand moving his cock into the right place, pushing a bit harder it stung at first and I winced. Tom stopped then slowly pushed further. I felt his penis entering me. I don’t think Earlene deserves to be collateral damage, when the shit comes down,” I said.“You don’t get it, she and I need each other,” she said.“Then, do what you can to keep her safe,” I said.I wouldn’t stop caring, but I figured I had done all I could. I failed her, but she wasn’t the first and wouldn’t be the last female, I let down.“I’ll try to get down more often,” I said. I knew it wasn’t likely to happen, especially if Jodie reverted to her old self. She wouldn’t want to see me,. “A grand, maybe a bit more, depending on what we find when we have it into bits,” he said, turning to another man who was leaning over the vehicle alongside. “What you reckon Tom, one, one and a half grand?”“Maybe more, a real bitch, on that model.” The other guy answered.The first man jerked his thumb towards the other mechanic, “That's my brother, Tom, he's the real spanner monkey, I'm more a service guy, ever need a good service, I'm your man,” he said leering towards the well- built,.