Or worse yet, he could destroy my life in another way; I was deeply, deeply closeted. No one knew I was attracted to men.I had spent the better part o... my 29 year old life casually dating women and “working on my career.” And sure I loved the taste of a cunt and to a lesser extent the feeling of fucking one, but it’s never felt right before. My entire sex life has been like going to eat Chinese food when your desperately craving Italian; sure it’ll fill you up but your never going to be truly. ”“Touche, Dr. Mike, er, Cuda,” Lynette chuckled as I stepped back beside her.“Here come the two love birds!” Paul shouted as he saw Lynette and me walking back to our merry group of lunch people.“I’m guessing my fries were good, Sammy?” I said with a grin at the pretty little redhead, who was at the center of Lynette’s and my outdoor conversation.“They were great, thank you. Hopefully just as good as the great outdoors,” Sammy replied to my fries’ inquiry and then added her own cryptic. "Mare, get past the conversation and kiss him."Nick says "Come here Mare."Mary Ellen takes the 2 steps, Nick takes her hands in his and brings his mouth to hers. As they lock tight Nick takes her hands and places them on his cock. Watching the from a few feet away brought me to say "Wow is right. No one is coming and the coast is clear. They broke embrace and Mare is looking up at Nick with her chest pressed against him as she goes back to him mouth while Nick moves his hands to cup her ass. " I almost forgot about your trip," Susan said. "How long will you be gone?" If everything goes well I'll be home Wednesday night, if not Thursday night," I said. "Why do you ask? Are you planning to take a lover while I'm gone?" Only if I can find one that is better in bed than you." Susan was laughing as she said that.As I headed back out of the house I called back to Susan, "I'm going to take the van out to get it washed. I'll be gone a couple of hours." You don't need to do that. I was.