Blake, without the guidance of his hand, slowly pushed the head of his hard cock into me. I felt my tiny sexual lips wrap around it. It felt like a he...vy warm pressure being inserted slightly into me.Was I really about to take my boyfriend? Was my body going to allow something bigger than my two fingers and the toys I tried inside it? Was the delicate thin membrane just inside my tiny crevice finally going to be broken? God, my body was experiencing a new kind of ache."Uuuuuhhhhh," escaped my. Her wide blue eyes looked up at me with the sort of adoration a new puppy or nursing baby would be hard-pressed to equal. Her hunger, her need, to worship my sex with her mouth was plain to see. She held nothing back and gave herself wantonly to serving me. I sipped my wine and looked down on her.I placed my hand on her head, keeping my voice steady took an act of will, she was very good at pleasing me. Demonstrating my power over my pet was far headier than the wine, and that was not. I was amazed that I actually like learningand thank you for all skills and knowledge you gave me that I shouldhave acquired over the years but didn't because I was so stupid.Alex looked at me curiously different like he was trying to understandsomething. His look continued and said, "You're not stupid you'reactually very smart I think your IQ is as high as mine 152 which putsyou in the gifted category."I told Alex, "I signed up for several new classes to fill up my day tillyour out of class and. We all suffer cruelly at the hands of those who should have done better. Every kid feels alone, scared or unloved from time to time. You don’t own the monopoly on suffering or a crappy upbringing. Mine was no walk in the park either.”I chuckled causing Paul to go in a different direction.“Sure you had it worse than most,” he said candidly. “I’ll give you that. I feel bad for you, but it’s made you into a strong, reliable man and more than that...”“What the fuck are you talking about?” I.