Coping with his death and a five-month old baby was hard, so hard. family and friends were supportive but I became almost a recluse. The next few year... were difficult to say the least. Karen was a beautiful c***d and she seemed the one thing I had left in the world.It wasn't until a number of years after when Karen started nursery that I felt some of my old spark return. Friends that I knew had moved on or away and I had become isolated in my own world. I met another single parent through. This ointment will have to remain on for five minutes. Itmay sting a bit."A bit?!It seared. It was terrible. I ought to have said something. Itcouldn't have been intended to burn like that. I thought my newlythickened lips might burn off. She said that it would make my lipsfuller, but why did I need that? My girl's lips were already veryrounded. No matter, the stuff had been smeared over them and onlyafter the prescribed five minutes was the horrible paste wiped off.When it was my lips. He gently pushed my head down. My ass was facing upwards as he dropped to his knees. Again he licked my asshole and prepared it for penetration by lubing it up with his saliva. After a little teasing with his tongue he teased me a little more with his fingers. He stood up and a few seconds later I felt the tip of his dick touch my asshole. He slowly inserted it into the hole and I immediately pulled away. This was mainly due to nerves and the slight pain I felt. He wasn’t fully in yet I felt. But they knew the place too. They’d been there as kids. Both had been there with their parents. Both of their parents had made babies there too. That’s why they liked it so much too. They could do as they wanted. They could do it as often as they wanted too. Seeing as they hadn’t seen anyone else around, these two young ladies had nobody else to “provide” any entertainment to them. Any active goings-on had to be provided to them by themselves. “Got any ideas what you want to do Jenna?” asked.