”“What was your buddy like?” she asked.The question took me by surprise and I admitted more than I’d wanted to. “I didn’t have one.”The ...arlier look of sympathy returned, now as one of real concern. I hated that look and stared at my feet, forcing a laugh.“Hah, yeah, I was that kid. There’s always one in every school.”“How,” she asked quietly. “I mean, why?”Bitterly regretting starting this line of conversation, I stumbled through the story of my weight difficulty – although calling it a. Isiliye maine apna face cover kar liya…wo try ki per lag nai paya…wo koshish karte rahe aur main bachta raha…akhri me chichi ne bola rohan maan ja nai to aur v tareeke hai mere pass. Maine hasne laga…maine apne chehre ko apne hath se cover kar rakha tha to mereko jada dikha nai raha tha….Tavi achanak se kuch aisa hua ki mere hath apne aap chehere se hath gaye…meenu chachi me apna hath mere towel me daal diya aur mere tight bheege hue lund pe unka komal hath regard kha raha tha. Wo rang lagan. Kuch der bad reena boli sunil ke kam karo tum he kam ho to jao, swati mere sath chali aayegi gadi me, bhabhi ke muh se aisa bat sunkar me khusi se pagal ho gaya, muje man hi man me laga bhai aaj kafi time bad yah chut choos ne milegi,Swati ne bola sunil tum jao me reeena bhabhi ke sath aaja ungi, swati ne kafi shopping ki rakkhi thi, aur wo bike per aaye thi, to reena bhabhi ne muje kaha ek kam karo tum aur sunil yah saman niche gadi me rakh do, tab tak hum kuch shopping kar lete hai, to swati. I couldn't handle or accept that. And if and when you decide no more ... and that door closes, then you need to know it will never open again either, just as it never will for Bobby, or anyone else as long as we are. So if you decide you want to have sex with someone else, then fine ... I'll accept that, but the door has to close then too, ok?" Ok," I said simply, still stunned that I had just heard what I had, but she was smiling, tears no longer rolling down her face. "Cool, now ... go lock.