‘Yes, whether I want one or not,’ she sighed. * Their evening went from strength to strength after that. Jessie was on a real high, even before th... wine, and Jessie in that kind of mood was impossible to resist. They ate their dinner and washed their dishes. Then they retired to the living room where the first bottle of wine disappeared very quickly. The girls were more than a little drunk and just starting on the second bottle when there was a loud thumping on the front door. ‘I’ll get it. Literally. He just flat took control of my consciousness. It was the most unsettling feeling of helplessness I've ever experienced ... well, up to that point, anyways. I felt violated. He smiled as he did it, even though he was gentle about it.He directed my attention inwards. He didn't use words, but I quickly learned a lot about my body. Chemical balances, hormones, brain body interface. Every moment with Martin was directed and intentional. Martin was always on task. He was an all-business. I didn’t care if my kids saw me as a relentless bitch and I didn’t really care why they were arguing about whatever, just that they’d stop when I solved their petty problems. I would tune out everything and watch TV because I wanted to destress and let them manage themselves.”“So you’re saying you DIDN’T care about the children?” Master asked for clarification.“I DO care, Sir. About their welfare - but I didn’t really care whether or not they liked me. Their JOB was to love me as their mother. If anyone is going to take a stand it will be me. I want you to support Erin if she needs it. Blossom will take care of the food and I’ll take care of the enforcing ... if it is needed.”“Ok. I’ll take care of Erin.” She said.“I want you to do that because you have been taking care of her since she lost her son and James walked out on her. Keep it that way. She will feel safe and anchored with you.”“She’ll feel safe with you too, Paul.”“I know, but if I have to be the bad guy, I don’t want her.