Ponsonby, the older doctor, tapping her knuckles solidlyon the clipboard. ?This wonderful letter from your friend Beth is very compelling.? Beth had b...en Ethan's jockey for his two years in the saddle division of theracing program at Cady-Stanton High. ?Ethan, please come with me,? the doctor continued. She gestured for Ms. Everest,Ethan's mother, to remain behind. Ethan entered the small examination room. The only furniture was a bare examiningtable. The neatly framed picture on the wall. She then informed me that she bought a bunch of marinated lamb chops that would only take five-minutes to grill, some twice-baked potatoes and a pre-made salad. And then she said, “Hon’, Tara and I are hungry.” With that being the case, I went out and fired up the grill, and then Vicki and I had dinner ready within a half-hour. Although it was warm out, it looked like it could storm so we ate in the dining room. While we ate and talked, Tara opened up a little more, about how she lost her. As we were neighbours we didn’t have much of a problem. She said she wanted to kiss me first. We decided to meet when everyone slept near our compound wall. It was my first time my first kiss with a girl. I went there and was waiting for her, she came and oh boy she was shivering with fear and I decided to make her okay. I gave her a tight hug and said everything is going to be okay and then gave her a forehead kiss and she smiled at me, then we kissed each other and it was totally a heavenly. I couldn't figure it out. I'd never thought of Joanie THAT way; she was just a kid. OK, she wasn't really a kid anymore; I'd even wondered why Mom had bothered to make me stay and watch her that weekend. Joanie had already baby-sat herself for a couple of families on the block. And her face had lost all of its baby fat; she was obviously going to be a really pretty girl when she got older. Oh, heck, she was pretty now. Her lips were fuller than Betty's, and her brown eyes had this kinda sexy.