" I intend to," she said as he closed the door and the cab sped off into the night.Tears welled but she refused to let them fall. This night, with the...help of a very special man, she had found the strength to survive. Now she intended to be more than a survivor.The knocks were firm, determined.Jake answered the door. His face showed total surprise."Kerri, what are you... ?"I'm looking for someone to share dinner and a sunrise," she said.EpilogueWyoming winds were chilly this time of year. The. Bill came over to where Martha was standing and said, "Never seen anything like this before?" No," said Martha, "I've never been to a Butch and Bitch party before." Well the next session is the other Bitches' turn. They mostly abuse her. You can take your turn then if you want." Maybe," said Martha, cautiously."You aren't really part of this scene, are you?" Be honest," said Bill."No but I am very curious. All my experience has been SM with a prick," she said, "And I wondered what this side was. In a matter of minutes I achieved orgasm. Next I laid him on his back on my bed and straddled his face. “Now, baby, I am your queen and your face is my throne! Keep licking! Ahh! AHH! AHHHH! YES! OH YESSS!”With my hands thrust behind my head, I continued to ride his face. Looking up I saw reflected on the ceiling mirror a woman in the throes of her passion. Beneath me came the mumbled complaint of my son not being able to breathe.Rolling sideways and on to my back, I dragged my son’s. It has been years since I have seen those sweet faces. I long and dream of the day we will all be reunited. He has ripped away my sense of safety, my self esteem, trust, and enjoyment in the simplest of things. Each thing I struggle with that has it?s trouble spots originating from his terroristicmanipulations, I find that I also struggle with making them hard limits. It is like still allowing him to have a say or a power in what I do. And as Master and I talked and I began to open up to Him,.