But it served invaluable for when mainly I had done wrong to be strapped over it.And as I was being secured by Mother and Chloe, Mother was so angry. ... had never knownher this angry. And as she pulled the strap through to find the hole, she gave it an extra tug to make it really tight.And not thinking I still had a roll on Girdle and StockingsI had borrowed from Mother’s room. She didn’t mind me doing this as long as I either asked her if she was home, or let her know when she got home...and. He just couldn't let it go, but I guess it's harder for a boy than for a girls. I mean, we're supposed to get fucked.I laughed at him. "Cause it's fun. It feels good and the sex is great and I like having someone in charge, you know? Every guy I ever went out with was just like you." Like me?" Bitch looked at me."Yeah." I shrugged. "Nice and sweet and cute, but you never even tried to fuck me without a rubber." I didn't know I was supposed to." You never held me down and told me you were going. ”“OK. Well ... Well, have any of your boyfriends been into anything a bit – well - kinky?”“Not really. Unless you count a serious fetish for leaving the toilet seat up. I mean Jerry – you remember Jerry? – used to like me to keep my shoes on in bed, which I guess is a bit odd.”“Especially as you’re usually in trainers!”“Right. But apart from that no. I mean what are we talking about here? Fifty shades of Grey? He’s invited you up to his red room of pain?”“No, not at all. Well, quite the reverse. ”With her love wreathing me, I walked north. Above the trees, Mount Fuji loomed, a perfect cone. And on the slopes of that mountain lay the woods. The boundary wasn’t far. I just had to follow the woodcutters paths until they ended.Only the foolish and the desperate entered Aokigahara.And I was both.The sun sank as I walked the trail, gripping my gohei tightly. Yesterday, I had ventured down this very path. I knew where I was going. There was a small clearing just inside the dread woods, a.