Each time his mouth slid up and down along the length of my cock, it throbbed in response; and I couldn't help but moan softly with the growing pleasu...e he was creating."Oh---fuck, YESSS," I found myself saying, with each of his mouth-strokes; and as he was doing that, he was also fondling my balls; holding them, snugly, but not painfully tight, in his large, thick-fingered hand!The chill rain outside could be heard quite clearly, and yet in the house, as Oscar knelt on the floor between my. The blurry haze had cleared from my mind and I now realized what I had just done. Looking ashamedly at my reflection I rushed to strip off and clean up my mess.'What I am doing?' I thought. 'What kind of pathetic loser dresses up and does shit like this!'I felt so degraded and ashamed, quickly removing my come soaked stockings and dress, racing back to the shower. I was all sweaty and felt super dirty both inside and out. I didn't understand this fetish or what drove me to do it.Was I a freak?. My left hand trailed up and I caressed his testicles, he groaned again, we continued this motion for only a few more minutes, when he started to thrust into my mouth, his hand rubbing the back of my head. I’m not a fool I knew then he was probably coming. As I wanked him and licked him he gave a great big groan.His hand running through my hair I pulled him and then tasted my first spunk as he came into my mouth, I swallowed as I wanked him off, it tasted like a salty milkshake, I carried on. I gathered up my clothes and went through to my room and went and had a shower and then got dressed. I tried to tie the bow of the black tie but still couldn’t do it properly so left it for him to do when he was ready. I looked round the room and saw a suitcase by the side of the wardrobe and went and opened it to find my two dresses and underwear inside and two shoe boxes. These I hadn’t seen before and so I opened them to find, most obviously, shoes, but female ones. One high heeled pair and.