Then no one will everknow that you aren't what you seem. Brenda wouldn't mindembarrassing you, but I mean to transform you! I'll want you tohide you... so-called manliness, if any, inside a thoroughgoing,persuasive, womanly exterior. Then we can both hope it'll witheraway from disuse. To all intents and purposes, you'll become awoman. Then you'll experience no embarrassment whatever. Wouldyou prefer that?" She paused, waiting."I'll become a woman," I said. "You're sure?" Yes."Laurie. “Oh Frank” she said walking over to me looking down at the slight bulge appearing under my wet shorts, “You have spilt some” she said grabbing a cloth, “Come here” so I stood still as Doris tried to rub the wet spot with a tea towel, this had an immediate reaction as I felt her grab hold of my stiffening shaft, Danni looked on watching her Auntie.OMG my cock was hardening as Doris tried to rub the wet spot and was in fact wanking me through my shorts, I sighed as she my erection grew and Doris. I stare across the room at that closet and wait for the eyes. Mom doesn't see them, she thinks I want attention and Dad's decided that I'm trying to get away with something. And then there's David. How could I have thought that he really loved me. I think about death, diary, all the time. I think that maybe that's the only way that I'll be safe from him."The last entry was dated on Halloween night. The night that the murders had happened. One year ago tonight. The thought gave me a start. I. I called out to her as I opened the door, just in case she had come home. There was no answer, so I knew she must still be out at the pool. I went out to the balcony. You could see part of the patio from where I was standing, but not all of it. I hoped she had picked a spot within view of our apartment. I scanned the area and spotted her sitting on a lounger next to a tiki-style, grass-topped umbrella between the end of the pool and the spa. I waved, but she wasn’t looking. With the band.