"I felt so lonely for a moment. I was trying to convince myself that I was dead and for just a second it felt like I was." I didn't know if I could ex...lain this, but I was so excited that I had to try. "I felt nothing at all and my heart ... It stopped, I think."My husband looked at me."What?" I asked, giggling and feeling foolish."I don't want you to die." I know that, we're just ... Pretending, right?" I kissed him.Whatever epiphany I'd experienced that night hadn't totally convinced me of. She tossed her sweet little head from side to side in enjoyment of my probing but I knew there was much more for her to experience.I had to see her naked body and I was sure that she would not resist so, withdrawing my hand from inside of her underwear, I grabbed with both of my hands the waistband of her panties and pulled them off of her crotch and hips. She only cried out a little in protest but gave no real resistance to their removal and when I threw them off to the side, I looked down on. The price was $125 per hour or $225 for two hours, andthe location was a fifteen minute cab ride from downtown, in a thirdfloor private apartment above a retail business.A gorgeous late twenties woman named Mistress Rae met me at the door,took me into one of the several rooms, and interviewed me for mypreferences. I looked at Mistress. She had short brown hair, but styledvery femininely. She had clear, piercing hazel eyes that she laterdescribed as her best quality. She wore a leather. I was flying home when purely on impulse, I changed my travel plans."Hello, Kevin?" I said when his phone rang. "It's me ... Melanie Koiz—er, ... um, Nakamura." Melanie?" he sounded incredulous, as if he wasn't quite sure whether he was hallucinating or not."Yes ... Listen, I'm sorry I haven't called you back earlier," I hoped he wouldn't be too pissed off at me. "I'd like to make it up to you." Um ... sure," he stammered."Can I take you out to dinner?" I asked."I ... uh, when would be good for.