I looked at Carol and asked, “You weren’t a virgin wereyou?” “No, uncle Ron fucked me last year and he has done it 4more times...after the first time. I know it’s wrong, by Ilike it, it’s fun.” I said, “So why did you want me to go camping with himand you next summer?”Carol gave me a sheepish smile and replied, “Well, hethinks you’re pretty and he wants to fuck you like hedoes me if you’ll let him.” I didn’t know. As I sat there in the dark looking at their lithe young bodies, I felt my desire for them return. Although no–one could have seen anyway – I crossed my arms, careful to keep my hand hidden – uncurled my fingers to sneakily reach out and touch my brother’s ribs. He twitched, then crossed his arms too. Our fingertips met. As we continued to look at the beach images, our fingers caressed each other, interlinked, separated, touched each other’s ribs, higher to the edges of our chests, lower to our. It alsohad sleeves which were sheer lace with polka dots. It felt so femininethat I wore it all the time, though it did look a little too fancy forthe highway.I then positioned myself in front of my little mirror to work on mymakeup. I didn't really use a lot, I already had some feminine features.I always wore false eyelashes though, and I had to fill my bottom lasheswith mascara. Being blonde my lashes were so light, and also my eyebrows,I always had to fill them in with a brown pencil. I put. ’ Jamal said to me getting up. ‘You think you’ll be alright till I come back.’ I turned and looked at the crowd still surround the egomaniac and said, ‘Yeah I think I’ll be fine.’ ‘I won’t be gone to long.’ he said then winked at me. He disappeared past the crowd leaving me on the lounge chair. Next thing I know Tyshawn and Antonio walk up to me. ‘Hey is this seat taken?’ Tyshawn asked. ‘Well Jamal had to run to the bathroom, but you can sit here till he comes back.’ I say. They both sat.