Our mission had been a routine exploration of a new solar system. The last thing I remember is being on the bridge when we lost ...ll power, and after that complete darkness, followed by the strangest sensation of weightlessness and being kneaded like piece of dough, sometimes dry, sometimes wet and a sticky warm wet feeling that went everywhere through every orifice and sent tingling sensations to all of my body ,then came what can only be described as forced yoga, during. I hid them from a few girlfriends and my now ex-wife, and little by little over the last 10 years started to convert what is left to digital. Sadly, most of them have failed. The tapes got moldy in the basement and then attic, and then garage. The 8mm stuff did a little better, but not much. It’s too bad. Some of the girls are gone forever. No more Heather. No more Maggie. No more of the black girl whose name I can't remember. The ones I do have left are often not the best episodes at all.I. She cast her eyes down to the ground, knowing the current situation was of her own doing. ‘Is it mine?’ he asked her. She began trying to plead with him, unable to look him in the face, ‘Nic, I-‘ He cut her off, ‘Goddamnit Allie is the baby mine?’ ‘Yes,’ she mumbled, barely audible. ‘I can’t believe it. I can’t believe you never told me. Was that your plan all along? Was I just some stud horse to knock you up?’ ‘No. I tried to tell you, but-‘ ‘Really? You did? Because I don’t remember you ever. When they were cleaned and dressed and going back to the car he turned back into a polite guy again. Lena didn't understand how this polite well-manned man had turned to a cruel women-hating asshole immediately after he had paid her and obviously regarded her as his property. She guessed that in his marriage he was a wimp dominated by a strong-minded wife who didn't accept anything of what he had done to her. His cruel behavior against her must had been revenge against his wife, not her..