Mummy ki navel ki mahak jeetu ko pagal kar rahi thi to jeetu nai muumy ki tundi par apne hoth chula diye to or mom ki nabhi ka chumban leliya or mummy...nay bhi apni nabhi ko ander khich liya jisse jeetu nai mummy ki nabhi ko chus liya. Or phir jeetu nay mom ko niche uttar diya to muumy nay haste hue kaha ki chal badmash ab khana banana de. Jab khana ban gaya tab wo dono center table per aagye or mom khana lagane lagi mummy ke dono hatho main do sabjiyo say bhare hue katore lage hue the tab hi. Kitty had been a beautiful lost girl and was dead at 18 because I had been too late to save her. Outside somebody honked their automobile horn. They were very loud and persistent. I sat the bottle down and inside my mind I screamed out: "God damn you, you son of a bitch, shut up!" The night kept coming and there was nothing I could do.I spent the rest of the evening huddled in bed trying to figure out what I should have done differently. Eventually I gave up on the 'what ifs' remembering. His friends constantly reminded him of this and he was going to prove to them once and for all he was really one of the guys.Sarden unlike Joseph was quite smart but had no social life whatsoever. He attempted to leech any popularity he could from Joseph. He had been thoroughly embarrassed in his attempts at dating and had since sunk lower than the lows he had experienced before. But luckily he had managed to latch onto Joseph for whatever he was doing this weekend. He knew something was going. More importantly, the two men who tried to grab me at the beginning of the year mentioned someone named Richards.I stepped around and through the door. The man in the suit and tie was doubled over, holding his stomach.The guy I recognized was in front of him, leaning down face to face with the man in the suit, his fist still raised. The man on his left was standing back, arms folded across his chest, smirking.The guy on his right however noticed me, his hand starting to go into his coat.Not.