My arm was wet because Sammi's head was lying on it, and she was crying. From the amount of tears soaking my arm, she had apparently been crying for s...me time. I put my good arm around her neck and held her, stroking her hair. She cried even harder, and then tried to speak."Did I do that?" She asked in a tiny, quiet, little girl voice, looking at my hand. I saw the pain and sorrow that filled her eyes. I could still see the horror there also.'No, Sammi, I did it. I made the decision to stop you. Well, I guess I will be wearing a raincoat, I thought, this might be smarter, AIDs was still a life sentence, then Belinda said, “Do you want to suck it, baby?” I did, thinking she had forgotten my name, fuck, who cares? She turned around, her thighs to my face and held her cock out toward my mouth. Damn, here it is, truth or dare, go big or go home, it’s what you came her for. I took a condomed cock into my mouth for the very first time. Condom didn’t taste like much, and now it was slippery. Most of the guys I have dated last about 6 weeks and then they are not interested anymore." Are you interested in learning about sex and love, they are not the same thing." Yes. I know that I have lots to learn about sex."I hold her hand for the next question."Will you consent to me fucking all your holes?" Including my ass?" Yes." Well I never have….maybe?" That is fine, we'll leave that for later. Can I at least explore with my fingers" I don't know…..yes maybe" Have you had a bi-sexual. I tried not to make a big deal about it at Christmas. I knew if I tried to forbid them seeing each other, they'd just fight harder to do it." She looked up at Chris. "I was so afraid you would find out." What did you think I would do?" I don't know. I'm so disgusted by the whole thing, I just assumed you would be too."I bit my tongue to keep from saying something ugly. "Well I'm glad it's out in the open between us. I hate secrets like that. By the way, Mom, John's back in town for a while.".