I mentally kicked myself again, for being so damned stupid.Julie just wasn't the type to have casual sex or a one night stand, and my suggesting that ...he should try it had obviously come close to putting me in the camp of those who approved of casual recreational sex even when you were in a committed relationship - and I didn't feel that way at all. I had messed up big time.It wasn't quite yet the moment for my grovelling abject apology for that hurtful behaviour, but I wanted to take a big. "How can I do this?" I felt ashamed about my lewd thoughts.I heard Shama cry. I rushed to my bedroom, took her in my arm and breast-fed her. She was soon asleep.I came out of my room. I picked up the noise of the shower running in the common bathroom."Nilu..." I heard him shout from the bathroom."Yes." I forgot my towel," He said loudly. "Please give it to me." Help yourself." I realized that my voice was quivering."I am naked... can't come out... please get it." He shouted from the bathroom; I. It was one of the waiters from the restaurant we had been to for breakfast. In his hand was Shillas mobile phone. “You left that this morning,” he said. “Oh thanks, would you like a beer?” “Yes please,” he replied. “Come on in then,” I said, pointing to the settee for him to sit down on. As I went over to the fridge for a beer, Shilla walked into the room stark naked. I don’t know who got the biggest shock, but Shilla just burst into a fit of her uncontrollable laughter. She. Wednesday I got an email from a guy I've met a few times before and jerked off a couple times in front of a urinal. He has a great cock and balls and a marvellous foreskin. I luv jerking him off and he shoots a big load. Today, he wants to get together in his truck. Hehas his camper in the back so we'll have more time than a quick jerk at the urinals. I find histruck in the mall's parking lot. He opens the back door for me and I get in. He sits downon the sidebed and lowers his jeans and.