I felt liberated from the weight of these secret desires. I felt sadness to let them go. I felt naked, ashamed, exposed, aroused, to give her complete... unrestricted access to my secrets. Seven days later, I was reading in bed. I had wondered for a whole week when I would get to cum. I felt liberated from those videos. I was out, she had seen me, we had made a deal. We were together now. For a whole week I anticipated. Knowing exactly what I was anticipating, knowing perfectly well that. I wouldnt say I lost my nerve but I figured I could better look over Laura if she was in my line of view. I opened the door just as Laura was cleaning her pussy. Its the first one I saw in real life besides a few grainy shots of snatch on porn in the living room. I gulped as the tiny pink pussy was being hooked open by my cousin. It looked like a rosey pink flower in full bloom. Unlike the few porn stars snatches I seen Lauras was completely bald and looked so much smaller compared to their. Then I turned around and got my first real look at her that evening. I think I must have been staring like an idiot. She looked fantastic. She was wearing the sort of outfit she never wore at the office. She was dressed for once in formfitting clothes -- a black sweater and a black leather skirt. They emphasized all the right points of her little form. The skirt had a big zipper in front that went from waist to hem. She looked sexy as hell.I said, "Shannon, you look..." Different?" She smiled. It all started on a chrismas nite with my elder sister jasmin. We celebrated that nite with family and frnds in a grand style. My elder sis jassu who is 4yrs elder to me was in a beautiful blue saree was looking like a angel that day. I never really had any feelings of this sort before untill this magic happende on the fateful nite. After the party we were actually to drop my sisters dfrnd sanju to her house, so my sister who was in her saree wanted to change her dress before we left. As we had.