I thoughtmaybe I needed a doctor. Was I developing early onset dementia? Or wasI suffering some lingering complication from my coma. Both thoughtsmade...me tremble.Bonnie answered on the third ring. She could hear right away thatsomething wasn't right. She asked me what was wrong, and I could hearthe compassion in her voice."I got fired over a month ago." I know," she said. "We've talked about it." Then why did I go to work today?"It was the first time I heard Bonnie cuss. "Shit. Where are you. They were seated just as the sun was setting, Arizona sunsets are so beautiful, and as she watched as the colors changed from golden to purple her lusts and desires began to swell inside her. As their waiter arrived with the before dinner drinks, scotch for him and a margarita for her, she looked away from the sunset and her eyes fell on a familiar face.Their eyes locked and the facial expressions told each other everything they needed to know. Leslee had meet Leo on-line months ago and had. I, on the other hand, had free time so I spent it fantasizing and shopping for dresses to wear to dinner. I had always had issues with overt public exhibitionism. As a life-long nudist, I am very comfortable being naked and being seen by both men and women in appropriate situations, but it had never been arousing in a sexual way. And even though I do have exhibitionist fantasies thinking about how a man might be aroused and hard looking at me and might want to fuck me, I have always worried. Ek din jab main us baathroom me muth maar raha tha to main jor jor se sitkaar kar raha tha. ‘hiiii… madhu haii… shahad raniii…tum hi apani choot de do kya aachaar daalogi hii… choot nahi to gaand hi de do…’ achaanak mujhe laga ki koi kee hol se dekh raha hai. Main jhad to gaya par maine socha kaun ho sakata hai. Madhu to apne kamare me hai fir….. Oh naukaraani hai ya kahin meri shahad raani (sudha) to nahi thi. Sudha shahad ki tarah meeti hai main use shahad raani hi kah kar bulaata hun.Jab.