My body, mind, the room and all of it’s contents. Today is now Friday and tomorrow I will die. I feel good saying it. I get an erection thinking abo...t it. As I strip off my clothes this evening, I gaze into the mirror seeing a whole healthy body. There is a tinge of fear, but fuck that feeling. I am ready. I barely sleep this evening and soon the warm sun shines into my eyes. It is now Saturday. By midnight, I will be dead. I did not eat last night and will only drink water today. I have some. “Come over here, please.”She looked down at the floor and took the eight steps back to me. She began to crawl over my lap when I stopped her.“Why don’t you just lay face down on the bed… but keep your feet on the floor… that’s right, just bend at the waist. You know what? Let’s stuff a couple pillows under you… perfect! That’ll be a little more comfortable for you.”“Thank you,” she said quietly. Her ass stuck up noticeably in the air now, her legs trailing down to the floor.I stood up straight. With the start of the PC era, not only could I – eventually – digitise my VHS tapes, but as we moved into the 2000s, videos online became more and more available. Nowadays, there are 1000s of movies in good quality, and this remains the main way I get to see girls doing sexy things. It knocks me out the way the Beautiful Britons girls raise their skirts to show their knickers – I’ve pants-spunked lots of times looking at their photos but to see them do it ‘for real’ – as near as I can get – is. I told her that maybe they should all stop by the restaurant some night and I'll be glad to meet him. What happens after that would be left to chance. She seemed satisfied with my answer. Later that afternoon she mentioned that her brother-in-law was going to be in town that evening. A good friend of his was in the hospital after being involved in a terrible accident on 280 last night. She wasn't sure how long he was going to be in town but even so, he didn't live that far away.I left work.