I began to pant as his finger entered me. My eyes closed and I so wanted him to take me like a helpless damsel. But, he stopped and walked away. ... I watch him pick something up and as he turned back toward me, I saw that he had a ball gag and whip in his hand. He told me that he had spotted me at the first meeting that I had attend. It was the one where the demonstration on how to whip and flog took place. He said he had seen how I had tried to look somewhat disinterested but. Carter and they called me Dot or Dottie. Neither of them was what you would call a spring chicken. John was a retired builder, very successful, and they lived lavishly off of the rents they received. As you can imagine, virtually the entire crew knew them by sight and treated them like deities. At least twice on every cruise, they dined with Hanspeter and me at the Captain's Table, along with other moneyed guests that Daddy asked us to entertain.John was old enough to have a roving eye and. My teacher was a married man, but we always had a feeling he was into guys as well and this was proof positive. I think to myself, what should I do. I always wanted to fuck him and this was the best chance of that happening. "Mr. Tenley" I just blurted out. He turns to and looks right at me. "Do I know you?" he says. "I'm Danny from your English class." I explain. "Oh my" he says with a certain gleam in his eye. "You sure look alot different away from school, what are you doing down here?" My. For all the new readers, please read the part 1 so that you have a better insight of what is going in my life .. days passed and I was more and more moved in the girly life style. With each night meditation sessions where I was made to listen moons of girls having sex, shown videos of sucking black cocks, girls cooking in maid outfits etc .. with days passing my craving for large black dicks increased. So, full day when I was at home I had a 8 inch dildo in my ass which was locked with a cock.