" Who is that handsome man?"Jimmy asked, "Are you talking about the man who is hauling that feed?"She said, "Yes."Jimmy said, "I heard him called many...things but handsome is a new one. He is Jessie Halloway he lives up on County Road 10 and he owns asoybean farm."She exclaimed, "He is a farmer, that is so grand."Jimmy said, "He probably won't be through until 8 tonight because sincehe is a farmer he cares about the other farmers."Her name is Mandy and she has just moved from Chicago to. We left the restaurant and I was driving us to Shelia's apartment. She was feeling pretty good. Now Shelia was early 50's and had put on the over 40 office weight. She was still quite attractive. As we drove to her place she asked how I lost my virginity. With the alcohol and thought I might get a chance at those massive tits I answered. I told her I was in junior high and a high school girls baby sitting me and my siblings took my virginity. She smiled and said that was hot. I said. “I’m always friendly to assistants,” she said, by way of explanation. “I find I get so much better service.”“That’s what I’m here for,” I grinned.She held my gaze, a little bit too long. Then she said: “Can I try this one?”“Of course you can.”Mila sat down on the nearest bed, a queen size with tall corner posts, as she had wanted. She bounced up and down a few times, then lay back on the soft white quilt.“It’s lovely,” she said, closing her eyes.“Would you like a pillow?”“Oh yes please,. . but I’m ... coming to my senses. Waking up to my own silliness and immaturity. I used to think that was an exclusively male condition, but I was so wrong about that, too.”“Jess, please ... call me ... Dick. I’ve come to prefer that name now. I’m glad to see that you’re more ... open-minded now. Also, I owe you an apology ... for living a lie. I’m gay. I just needed to accept that fact. On the upside, if I hadn’t lived that lie ... we wouldn’t have these two pride and joys, would we? I don’t.