How was the prom?’ she asked me. I smiled at Phillip. ‘It was wonderful, Mom.’ ‘That’s great, honey. I got to run. I just wanted to see how ...ast night went.’ ‘It was perfect, Mom.’ ‘Good,’ she said. ‘Hey, I’ll see you on Monday, sweetie. Bye.’ ‘Bye. I love you, honey.’ ‘I love you, too, Mom.’ ‘Bye, honey.’ ‘Bye.’ I hung up the phone. Phillip got to his feet and my eyes wondered over his naked body and that unusual warmth settled between my legs. He came to me and pressed his naked body against. She said we’d been going steady for several months… Well, she said she thought we’d enjoy it, too.’ ‘Are you telling me you want to have sex?’ ‘No. I’m telling you what Kathy said, but if you promised not to push me to have sex, I’d be willing to go farther than we’ve gone before.’ Sarah had revealed something about herself I hadn’t anticipated. It occurred to me that she was telling me what Kathy had said to distance herself from her comment. ‘Maybe we ought to talk about this some more,’ I. Fuck…you make me sick.” Joe raised his head and tilted it towards J. Guy, ”Fuck you. Leave me alone.” “Oh no buddy boy, it’s you and me man. You know you’d never fucking make it without me in this fucked up little shithole you call your life. It’s my life too asshole and I’m not about to live it like you. Always fucking whining about how shitty your life is, about being lonely, about drinking too much, smoking too fucking much. Goddamn, get of your ass and do something about things if they suck. I felt my arms and legs shaking and both of them stroking my hair telling me over and over, its okay, its okay. Then I felt him push, and push again, and push again as I felt something touch me so far and deep inside me I can not really put it n words. Try to relax, let him inside you, I heard her whisper in my ear. Good girl, your doing so good, I heard him say to me. As I felt more and more of his body move inside my tummy. Then again I felt myself jerk as I felt a terrible pressure inside.