I’d been on medications for a few years by then that tended to sap my erections. Now I’d also been married by then to my current wife for fourteen...years. As a result of its loss our previously fairly active sex life had become virtually nonexistent.The last couple of times we tried to make love, my stiffness had flagged and that was as far as it went. That didn’t mean I didn’t still have frequent thoughts about sex, however. And oral sex was still enjoyable, though infrequent.I was still able. Aahhhhh.. Meshooooo… ishhhh…ami tomar mukhe hisi kore dilam!!!’ Shreya sona tar guder pratham jal amar mukhe chhere dilo, ar ami sei ros pan korlam. Edike amar bara-o ton ton korchhe, kintu ami or mukhe ros na fele or gude felbo bole ebar oke amar upar theke niche namiye aste kore or opor suye pore or mai chuste laglam. Ar sei sange or gude amar agul dhukiye chodate laglam.Shreya birbir korte laglo ‘o mesho, ami aar parchhi na…ki korchoo…aahhh ki aaraamm.. Aahhhhh….. Koro meshooo…… tumi ki. Mexican girl, don't leave me aloneI got a heart as big as a stoneAnd i need you, believe me, to be here and love me tonightMexican girl, i want you to stayYou know my heart is longing to sayThat as long as i live i will always remember the one that i calledMy mexican girlHer skin was soft as the velvet sky and her hair it shone in the moonlightAnd as the music did play, well the night turned to day, and i held her tight.then she looked at me with her dark brown eyes, and she whispered hasta la. I stamp on the brake pedal a few more times to convince myself that I have no brakes as the cheery sound of New Order’s Blue Monday urges me to slit my wrists, fuck me, how many songs are about Mondays? I phone work again to let them know I will be even later.Knowing SlicK FiX tyres is just around the corner, I start up again and pootle along in first gear with my left hand resting on the handbrake ready to pull it on if necessary and carefully drive to their waiting area. I then sit and wait.