Taylor, Tom, anybody, had been there. I felt alone and scared.I hated those feelings. I thought if that was what my once proud self had been reduced t.... A fearful child who was afraid of the night. I could only hope that maybe as time progressed the fear would begin to subside and I could begin to feel like my old self again.The next day came and I definitely didn't feel up to facing it. Most of the machines had been removed from the room the day before, and it felt even emptier than it had. She just smiled at me in reply. I leaned in to kiss her as I untied her top and let it fall to the ground. Kissing her and rubbing and pinching her nipples just the way she likes combined with the alcohol and the idea of being exposed outside got her pussy wet in record time. She had my swimsuit pushed down and said, “I want you to fuck me.” I started to pull down her bikini bottom and she said, “No, just push it to the side.” I slid over on her chair between her legs and pushed her bikini. Clean from the TV commercials. His smile showed his glossy white teeth. He lived in a town near our city, about fifteen miles away. He was the one. I was going to try him first and see if he would be interested in spending an afternoon with me. My fingers shook as I typed my response to his ad. I told him about me and how I wanted to see what it was like to be with a black guy. I took and included picture of my naked pregnant body in the mirror. The camera intentionally blocked part of my face.. I could feel her warm breath on my face and she was looking so pretty and sexy……..as the song was about to get over…..our lips were locked together and we were in long passionate french kiss. I love long and passionate kisses and she also was enjoying it thoroughly…….. After this she asked me that if we could get to the bed, i shook my head and replied yes ,i took her in my arms and carried her to the bed…..in the bedroom we were in each others arms and kissing. I asked her if i can take her.