.Flashback – Ben – Undisclosed locationYeah my plan worked. But I was worried that it worked too well - the stun gun knocked Mira on her ass. I pi...ked her up and helped her stand with a pistol against her head so Ira could see. I wanted her to give up. Then Jack started shooting and I worried that Ira might have decided to shoot me, so I ducked back down but still used the unconscious Mira as a shield...Flashback – Major M – Undisclosed locationI crawled deeper into the Humvee and swore, "That,. .. "Understand?" you ask. "Yes Sir," I reply with tears building in my eyes. Your fingers leaves my ass and moves up via my soaking wet cunt lips to my clit. You pinch it hard making me wince in pain. Straight away you start rubbing it, relentlessly, just in the right rhythm..... "Look at me, slut" you demand, "I can make you cum any time I like, little one, just with one finger, how does that make you feel, huh?" "Embarrassed Sir," I manage to reply in between moaning and gasping for air, "and. We talked about the problems now and about we lost job for the moment, hope soon it is finished he said. Butsuddenly he started about sex, he told me not try yet with a guy and he is shy to go to a gay bar to pick someone up for a night. I asked him why he wana try it, mm difficult to explain he said, but like to see other guys naked and jerking.Wow I replied and you are not gay but love to see guys busy, no I am not gay love to fuck pussy, love ladies. I laughed with him, but continue talking,. It consumes me, wracks me. Leaves me unable to think of anything else, until at last, a text. From him or from me. A plan, a time, and then finally, relief. The sweetest relief imaginable, before circling right back to shock and repentance.Rinse. Repeat. Though I’m physically charged almost every waking minute, I’m mentally drained. So much so, that it took several visits to Ethan’s before it actually occurred to me that I was cheating on Jess. What Ethan and I do feels so different, so other.