It was on to that third glass of wine, about 30 minutes later, when I became oblivious to the real world and lost in a drunken and drug induced parall...l universe. The little white pill on it that Duncan had given us all was none other than the very powerful "ecstasy" pill. I found myself dazed, sitting on another couch next to Duncan, who I was now kissing with my tongue deep in his mouth, this was the first guy I had ever kissed dressed up in drag. Thanks to the practice sessions with Jimmy. I’ve pleased him. That’s all that matters. “You did well, Corrine. I know that was hard for you and I appreciate that you indulged me. With each conversation we have, each small act of submission on your part, we’re learning about one another. I’ve said it before, this is just the beginning. I’m getting a sense of when your walls go up; when you start questioning me. It’s important for me to figure out what breaks down those walls, until there are none at all and I have your complete and total. That told me that she had known even then that she was going to go back with Walter. I heard Carla telling everyone that she and Walter had gotten back together, and that they were almost engaged.I wondered if Walter knew that he was almost engaged. Somehow, I doubted that a lot. I also wondered if Carla had mentioned to Walter about her brief dating flurry right after she and Walter had broken up.At least two of the guys that she'd dated then were bragging that they had screwed her. I made a. And that creature had no idea why a 13-year-old Becky Sullivan would even try to resist. In fact, the creature those dogs turned me into hated Becky Sullivan, a weak-willed human girl scared of her own shadow and ashamed of what her body needed. In that kennel, with those dogs, I felt a kind of primal joy I'd never even imagined had existed before.It wasn't like I didn't know how sick these nighttime sojourns were, though. In my hungover yet sexually sated mood the morning after fucking them.